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[Oct. 10th, 2011|12:30 am] |
hais i lost you alr, there's no hope in my eyes. but i really still do like you i must say.
i found something. i dont want to say is kinda gross. you say you still want me, but what's up with that other person? think about it if you cannot stick to me only then just leave me for good. dont tell me you still want to spend time with me and stuff.
want my trust very simple dont flirt, do you see me doing that? no right? so what gives you the right too. See since now we not together most part of the old me is coming back all the clubbing and smoking.
is you made me this way. to treat you like that to act like that. yes is all your fault who ask you to flirt? |
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[Jun. 23rd, 2011|01:27 am] |
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tuesday
went amk to watch laddaland,
dyed my hair blue black again
nothing interesting happen
wednesday
went to meet eunice elaine amelia kim. Went to the huge ass forever 21 i swear they have a lot of nice pretty maxis but i cannot wear also too long and im too fat i'll look preggers. hais. but its really pretty..
off to great world to watch something borrowed. wasn't a bad show. not bad
was about to go home but anissa called so went to lepak until shiok.
finally home tmr 11.30 must leave hse.
i swear it feel not like a relationship but friends with benefits. seriously… i feel that this is not a relationship if you ask me.
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[Jun. 20th, 2011|11:35 pm] |
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im so bored there's nothing to watch and i've got nothing to do. B's too tired to entertain me over the phone which kinda sucks. just started my holiday on friday the weekends sucked big time i was so fucking lonely got nothing to do b was working his officially a workaholic and forgot he has a gf! me! anyways all that i can say is work comes first so i must swallow but i don't know how long i can take it. oh wells step by step.
so friday was our 6th. and he forgot bat it. i was quite pissed. its our 6th and he went to lepak with his friends. Not say i don't like you to spend time with them.. is because is our half year mark. which made me quite pissed im sorry i still cannot get over this.
Well today i spent the whole fucking day home. stoning watching tv and watching tv and eat watch tv and eat!!! i keep eating i need a anorexic person next to me so i can feel guilty so i will stop eating so much. fuckfatanduglystilldontwannalooseweightafterherunawaycauseyourhideous seriously got to train myself to be more determine!!!
waited for dad to come home today to start baking cause he doesn't trust me with the oven. WELL I'M HAPPY CAUSE I BAKED RAINBOW CUPCAKES with the help of my dad switching on the oven of course. it turned out pretty. so Imma happy kid..
tmr Im going to meet you. hopefully everything turns out great and both of us are happy.
seriously i wanna know the reason of why you don't wanna hold my hand in public. is it because i'm not good enough?
but i still like you.
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[Sep. 17th, 2009|10:26 pm] |
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I wonder if i have the guts to talk to you again. I havent seen you in ages. i really hope i can bump into you some where. |
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[Sep. 3rd, 2009|09:30 pm] |
OMG tmr i'm going to have my practical test i'm so scared okay.. God please let me pass. Yesterday she didnt open the classroom for us to practice. At least i finish one practical 2 more to go. The DCS Practical wasnt as bad as i thought it will be i remember a few things and we could use the book. I need to go study for the rest of my up-coming test. Which are all coming at the same time. Gosh no fair!!! All my other friends having holiday now and i am stuck with studying. HOLIDAY HURRY COME!!!! I need to go party!
FUCK YOU VERY VERY MUCH. LOSER!!! |
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[Aug. 27th, 2009|12:41 pm] |
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Just because your my friend's GF i have to control what i have to say to you think again. I cannot take your attitude i really cannot take it anymore this is not the first time alr is like the third or fourth time alr. I never say anything but now it has reached the mark. First you say i fat, thanks ah you think i dont know? Second you say the project has so little pages Chee Bye how to do? Omg how could those words even come out of your mouth come on we agreed on that together. Then when friend A come back to school that day you say this?? WTF. Third that day we go play with friend A we took her HP and played like she lost her HP you say we took it? Cant you just play along? I swear if your not my friends GF LLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGG AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGOOOOOO she would have given you her piece of her mind. I'm the one who told her she your our friend's gf just forget about it. Then now this you go tell your fucking BF say that we dont want to talk to you give you atittude. Come on wake up your stupid idea that you are the one who started all of this your face may look like your very gentle but the way you eat and the way you talk and everything else disgust me VERY VERY MUCH. |
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[Aug. 21st, 2009|10:07 pm] |
Went to school today i swear that stupid ridge is so motherfucking difficult and if i fail i repeat 6 months like WTH? Lucky monday they will open that class so that i can practice i dont want to fail that. is so difficult luh but no choice i've got to get the hang of it.
Then went for training it was fun today, and i am happy that i tried my best. After training went to have early dinner at BK, the new burger is not bad. After that chilax at BK is was mad cold. Then went home.
Tmr going to watch Up i cant wait. hahah so cute that little boy.
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why don't you see
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